And overall,Poly is alright.I'm trying my hard to adapt to it right now.HAHAHA,but yeah i still missed my life during the looooong holidays.Nevertheless,poly life still goes on right?Waking up early in the morning is such a difficult thing for me:P Especially when i had to go to school alone.I hate being alone you know:D So most of that time in the bus alone,i would doze off in the bus.Hahahah,so embarassing but really really try my best to keep my eyes awake!Lectures and tutorials had already started for the FIRST week Before that,my class(TO4)erm is very friendly:D At the end of the week,everyone seems to get along well with each other:D And that's great for a good start of poly life:) But deep inside my heart,i still my secondary school friends:D Yeah,coz letting go was not always easy for me.Group assignments had already been given.And i think more of projects and assignments to come in the future.That's for sure!Thinking of it makes me worried because i have to put my 100% effort into it!I want to do well of course:D All modules are fine except the IT module.I don't really like it and it has given me alot of stress this week.Other than that,i think i can cope for the other ones:P And it's quite amazing that i made new friends every single day of the first week:D

And officially 16 April 2010 will be the last Honour's Day that i will be attending.I am actually pretty glad and thankful to God because i have the chance to attend it every 4 consecutive years.Seriously really thankful because this is not what i had expected when i came to Greendale Secondary.To be truthful,grades and studies was not my priority when i was in primary school.But yeah,of course it is still important.And do you know that,i was really worried when i know that i was posted to Sec 1E1.I was so scared that i could not cope as it was the first class in GDL.But i just tried my best and worked hard.Unknowingly,my results were great enough to be third in express stream:) And since that day onwards,i really worked hard every year.And it did paid off.I was really proud of myself for being able to achieve it.I won multiple awards for the 3 years.But for the last year,i actually felt quite disappointed.On the brighter side,i told myself to be grateful for everything that i have.School and studies is not actually about grades and awards.Most importantly,it has been a fruitful and wonderful journey of my life:)Awesome friends that i have made and new learning experiences.This is more worth remembering for.

I'm feeling kind of nervous,scared,worried,anxious as tomorrow is my Orientation Camp which is 3 days and 2 nights.Although it maybe kind of silly to be worried about these little things,i have been thinking about it for the last few days.Well,you wouldn't want to know what's been going through my mind.Haiz,and i do not even have the appetite to eat.I haven't eaten anything yet since afternoon.Besides that,i think i'm having insomnia these days.Trouble getting to sleep at night including today.I'm really sure of that.How could i get myself to sleep early when i'm not even tired?Worst of all,i have to wake up early tomorrow for school.Hmmm,okay,I got to think positive,And im trying real hard.Hope i will have fun during the Orientation Camp:)