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Truth really hurts
Thursday, April 30, 2009

I told myself to be strong.
However when I walk back home alone today,tears fall down my cheeks.
Now all I'm left with is a broken heart and shattered hopes and dreams.
I want him out of my mind and life completely.I have to let go completely,even if it means we can't be friends.I don't care about him anymore.
It just hurts when you realize the truth a little too late.


Instincts
Wednesday, April 29, 2009

HELLO!Went back home with Stephanie and Adriana immediately after school for the first time:D Hehe,we even ate ice cream on the way back home.There were NO remedials today(:
English Mid Year Exam Paper 1 is tomorrow!(: Got to revise the formats later!haha.
erm,revising SS and writing notes for Pure geog after that!Last two days,have been revising with Stephanie at the library(: It was a fruitful study group.haha,btw Erni,K is studying too at that time.haha,I told u that he was serious in studying.hehe(:
Emotionally unstable right now.Been thinking and seeing unpleasant things):
I know what I am supposed to do now but I just find it hard to do it.
Probably,my instinct is really true?


26 April 2009
Sunday, April 26, 2009

Even after all this years,you're totally loyal to someone who blew your heart to bits.It's time to see this person for what they are.When you smash your delusions about their importance in your life,you'll be able to move on-truly move on.
I read this Lovescope at my friendster.Somehow it's quite true.(:
260409 is a special and happy day for Erni.hehe(:
Went out with Erni,Sandy,Yushan,Yukito,Kestler,Alvin,Egin and Time:D
Watch 17 again at Cathay.
The movie is very nice,funny and sweet.(:
It was an enjoyable but normal outing for me.Nothing much for me to say.
Erni,I'm glad that you enjoy this outing today.haha,I know u will keep thinking of that incident.haha(:
I will organise and plan more outing for you with him.hehe(:


25 April 2009
Saturday, April 25, 2009

When you love someone
And they break your heart
don't give up on love
Have faith,restart
Just Hold on,hold on,hold on,hold on!
When it falls apart
And your feeling lost
All your hope is gone
Don't forget to hold on,hold on.
(A song called 'Hold on' by Jonas Brothers)

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24 April 2009
Friday, April 24, 2009

Hello!I's Thursday today!Time just passes by too fast!
No Morning run today.haha.But,I didn't run 2.4 during PE lesson.During our free time,talked with Valerie,Yushan and Crystal:D PE lessons were fine!Play Captain ball!I enjoyed the game and had fun.I can't imagine that a ball just hit on my head during the game!haha,luckily I'm still okay!Received our Mid-Year Examination schedule today!2 exams in a day!Lessons were all fine today!Did not have to attend SS remedial!hehe(: Went out with my mother today!!!I just finished all my homework around 11 something.And I found some Malay phrases in the Internet which can be used for descriptive and narrative writing!It was useful and i decided to wrote it down(: I'm excited for the outing this Sunday!Nothing special actually(:
Good Night & Sweet Dreams ^^


22 April 2009
Wednesday, April 22, 2009

HELLO!Had SYF performance today at Republic Polytechnic!
I was soooo nervous before the performance.Thanks Adriana for advising me to remove my specs.haha!And it works!I can't see the audience which makes me feel calm:D
After the performance,Mr Very said that "We played very well!"Even Mdm Nisa said "it was very good!"I was so delighted and feeling so happy!Stayed back to wait for the results at around 3.15pm.I was really shivering and scared to hear the results.And when they announced that we got BRONZE,I felt so sad and disappointed.haiz...On a brighter side,I think that all of us did our best!Good Job everybody!(: I felt sad now but still I have no regrets(:
It was my last performance!Goodbye Angklung Ensemble!Will miss all of you!
And THANKS ALOT to those who gave support and encouragement!I really appreciate it alot!I'm just scared to hear the results again tomorrow!I'm worried that I will just cry.haiz..


21 April 2009

Hello!It was such a heavy rain today!I had to borrow an UMBRELLA from Sandy and share it with my brother!Glad that i reach school on time(: I thought that my flu is getting better!
BUT,during Maths lesson,it just gets worse.Haha,had Assembly Programme about International Friendship day! :D Had my last Angklung practice today!haiz.
I'm scared for SYF tomorrow.BUT,I really hope we will do our best!(:
Our instructor don't expect much from us.Just Gold(:
Do not have to attend lessons tomorrow!Going to miss my friends and of course him!hehe(:
Anxious for the performance tomorrow!Must SMILE,SMILE & SMILE!(:
Good luck to Greendale Angklung Ensemble!


19 April 2009
Sunday, April 19, 2009

HELLO!I just don't feel like blogging what happened the last few days!
Having flu the past few days!Just hope that I will be better soon!(:
Angklung SYF is just three days away!Will be busy preparing and practising this week!
Good luck to those taking Napfa test 2mr! :D
GOOD LUCK TO GREENDALE CHORALE AND GREENDALE ORCHESTRA FOR SYF!


14 April 2009
Tuesday, April 14, 2009

Hello!I decided to pin up my fringe today!haha,it was quite weird as I have been letting down my fringe for quite a long time.Anyway,I have to get used to it!hehe(:
English lessons were fine!And Adriana made me really happy when she told me something at the start of English lesson!haha(:
Start to feel sleepy during Maths lesson!haha(:
Oh,and we have Assembly today!That's a great news instead of having PC lesson(:
Chem remedial was cancelled today!Felt happy but I have to complete the NE project till 4.30pm.Went for CCA today which ends at 6pm.
Thanks to Yushan and Crystal who were waiting for me(:
Went to Punggol Plaza to buy bubble tea!When we reached there,I found out that I forgot to bring my wallet!haha,And Yushan only has $1.50 at that time!
In the end,we bought YAKULT which cost 70 cents each(:
Although it was quite a tiring day,I felt happy going back home with my friend and enjoying a Yakult Drink!I feel contented with things in my life now!Just enjoying simple pleasures of life!
Got to finish up my homework today!haha,And I will start REVISING & STUDYING later :D
i'm giving up now but still . .... ...
I'm tired of hanging on to a thread of hope):


12 April 2009
Sunday, April 12, 2009

Hello!Went out with my mother today!Went to Tampines 1,new shopping mall in Tampines!
It was so crowded.We didn't really went inside the shops.haha(:
Decided to went to Tampines Mall to eat at Long John(:
Then,my mother said that she wants to eat Popcorn at Century Square.
So,she bought Medium Combo and ate her Popcorn.
Haha,she's so weird.We bought the popcorn but didn't watch any movie.
Bought my black shoes with ribbon at the side for SYF(: hehe(:
Did O'lvel Countdown banner and NE project yesterday!Last two projects!(:
School's starting tomorrow!Hope everything goes well this week!(:
F.O.R.G.E.T!F.O.R.G.E.T!F.O.R.G.E.T!
Shattered into million pieces just like a broken glass.
Once it's broken,it's not the same again.And it's even more fragile.


10 April 2009
Friday, April 10, 2009

HELLO!Had POA and Maths Common Test 3 today!Glad that the tests are over!
BUT Mid-Year is coming SOON!(:
It's the last day of school for the week!
Felt quite sleepy during Physics lesson.Probably i slept around 1am and woke up at 3.45am instead.haiz.I don't know what's happening to me.
I thought it is actually 5.45 am already but it turns out to be 3.45 am!
Yeahh!!I completed by 2.4kn run with the help of my running partner,Stephanie!
Thanks for your encouragement!Without you,I will have stop and give up half-way!
Honours Day Rehearsal took around 4 hours from 2.30pm to 6.30pm.
I think that it is not organised at all.They had to practice the whole thing over and over again!
Rushed back home immediately!
Went out with Sandy,Yushan,Sansan,Thythy,Vincent,Alvin,Leon Low & Leon Lam,Egin,Bryan Naszry & his bro,Time and his friends(: Watched Fast and Furious 4 at Cathay!
I love the sports car shown in the movie!Quite COOL!
Went back home around 10pm and reach home around 11pm.
It was quite a short outing,but I did enjoy it!
All these pleasant but short memories which are worth treasuring :D


7 April 2009
Tuesday, April 7, 2009

HELLO!Had NAPFA test yesterday!Now,my whole body is aching all over!
Something made me smile yesterday after school!(:
Unexpected surprise!
Thanks to an UMBRELLA!haha(:
Did my best for all the NAPHA stations yesterday!Just glad that it is over except 2.4 km run.
I don't want to talk about Chem test anymore.Haha!
Lessons were quite slow):
Had PC lesson instead of Assembly today.BUT I prefer Assembly(:
Although kind of boring and sleepy,managed to learn something.
EMPTY YOUR MIND TO OPEN UP NEW POSSIBILITIES
Physics remedial were fine with Stephanie(:
Had MT Consultation about Expository Compositions(:
Went back home earlier today as CCA is cancelled!(:
A good friend of mine gave me some advice in MSN.
That person told me to tell him.
But i can't do it so he tell me not to give up.
He say maybe there is a possibility.
Really appreciate his advice(:
haiz.I'm always stuck in dreams of yesterday.
I'm left with happy memories only.
Every star that I wished upon seem meaningless now.


3 April 2009
Friday, April 3, 2009

Hello!Finally,i can use the computer AGAIN!(:
Been busy with CCA,SYF,rehearsals and remedials!
Sound boring?But i'm glad that it is going to be over SOON.
Haiz...I'm feeling confused right now and having mixed feelings.
What should I do?
Should I give up?
Should I keep on pretending?
I'm looking forward to the day when i can accept the fact that I treat you as a FRIEND ONLY(:
When will that day be?
But I know that I will miss you when you're gone.haiz...


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