The best thing about ME is YOU <3

Hello!I made a promise to myself today!I promised myself that i will JUST treat him as a friend although i still like him.It's a promise i made since end of 2008 and i seems to broke this promise.haiz,but today,I am determined and will try my best to forget him..Although I know it is going to be hard,i think that i have to do it.Oh!Why must i have a crush on someone?I can't stop myself.It's quite pointless,tiring and a waste of time to have a crush on someone.We could not figure what that person feels towards us.Each day,I am trying to forget you and keep on pretending that i have forgotten you.But i know in my heart,that you're still on my mind.And i really hope that one day,i can treat you as a normal friend.Anyway,he's going to leave one day.It's better to realise it now than when you're gone later.Do you know that even small little thngs that you do made me happy?haiz,Forget about it..I'll just throw away all those feelings.I'm going to let go of all the hopes i have and never think of you again.All i left now are memories that we had together(: And,today.It's time to move on.(: